something completely new

i miss you diaryland, oh neglected though you are.
so many times and thoughts have you logged, for me or others to muck around in.
there is a lot of 'me' back there, in times covered with mouldy cobwebs, but still alive.
it frightens me to think of how similar i am to then, how bloody the Same.
but also how different i am from then.
can you tell any difference?
one difference: i don't blog as much anymore. paper absorbs my thoughts and times more these days. not so public.