don't even ask. i don't know either. no really.
today i found that i had written some stuff in my paper notebook (it happens) sometime between last night and this night. i'm not sure when. this is a small excerpt:
"this record of now pales in comparison to the truth.
but maybe the record of the event suggests something more than what's actually going on.
do not hold any illusions. i hold my place here in time, waiting for the next wonderful now.
i'm not holding my breath, i'm travelling without moving..."
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this now finds me typing in front of a computer screen, but i won't get into that. something other than now could look like many things... i can't even begin to describe them. but it probably wouldn't involve this computer monitor in any way. it might involve a bed, but who knows? lots of things in my life involve a bed. *ahem*
so towards bed (so to speak) i shall now crawl. just gotta watch out for the gnawed remains of chew-toys and that pesky xbox controller...
update more pix soon!